What's love all about?

What's love all about?After going through all my friends' blog,it really makes me wonder why we love and why it hurts so much?And all the promises that we've made,is it just a word to make them happy or we really meant it?what about we saying forever and ever?Do we just forget about it after we've gone our seperate ways?If this is the way,i rather have you as a friend than have you as a stranger..Do love always end up like this?Once we're so close like anything couldn't apart us,then you're so far away and i just couldn't reach out to you.
After flash back to my past,i realised i was too a fool in love.I've got a great brother and a friend.Then now,we're just like strangers.Maybe you thought i've changed but hey,maybe you're the one who's changing all the while.You think i love the fact that we have come to an end..i don't.It hurts more to be the person who have dropped the bombshell.
Think about it my friends.Appreciate what's in front of you or you might lose it forever just like most of us did.If you ask why i would wanna write about this since i'm in a loving relationship.I would say now it's prefect and as time pass,maybe it just lose its flames too.Like most did..

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Countdown to STPM

It's 10th of Nov 2009,1758 hours..exactly 8 days,plus plus hours to STPM.I was cracking my brain,studying,revising all day long.It's kinda tiring..so i decided to play a lil while ..no harm of playing right..hehe.Anyway,i did my study checklist..



BIOLOGY -90%

Actually i've already finished.Just revise whole topic back for this two weeks.Hope i'll conquer the test paper-hopefully praying-^^V



CHEMISTRY-75%-85%

It's tough to determine how many percent i've finish.Scared forget this and that..but organic and inorganic i had already okok.Physical Chem is now my main problem.Still got Born-Haber Cycle and Phase Equilibria to go.Toughla that chapter!



GENERAL KNOWLEDGE-70%

Well,i didn't really study first cause i was thinking maybe i can study during the break..So,okayookayla.



MATH-50% O Less

OKOk..i had to admit..i sucks at maths..i was just hoping i can at least pass only...but i'm not giving up hope..doing math questions..hmm..maths 2 is really taking all my breathe..

That's all for my study list.Mz Kayau o all my friends..O.O goodLuck!!

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Huh..it's so hard to find the template for my blog..add gadgets because i don't really get the idea..haih..jingie ar jingie..why you didn't pick up your phone..this thing is really taking up my time..as you knowla..my time is precious..hahhaa..Well..tomorrow have to go to school again.Wonder i could wake up or not...i almost sleep like a pig today..luckily my mum woke me up..ahbo..byebye biology test..Huh,the test was so so so so so tough..and i'm so so so so sleepy...luckily i manage to finish it ..ehhehe..i can't wait for STPM to finish...and then..i'm officially an adult..

Things i wanted to do after STPM:
1.Go for a holiday by the beach(hope mum allow )
2.Learn some computer and cooking skills(and design my blog><)
3.Make a last gathering with my friends
4.Go to the pub
5.Earn some money cause i've got alot to buy,make up,clothes,etc..

Ohyea..did i tell you that i'll been harassed by a malay guy in the facebook just now?STUPID Malay guy..pervert!!!!!!!!!!HMP..hope you burn in neraka and ur penis get sliced piece by piece..hmp...!!Celaka besar..and his name is MOHAMMAD ISOFF(or something like that)Shit!!PUikPuikPUik!!

Some pictures~

Big Meal(TGI FRIDAY)

Like he's the boss(In Gan's dad office)

Best spagetti in the world!

Tiramisu Cake

Back From Penang.-since Tuesday-

I'm back to reality.A horrifying reality that i'm so afraid of.I'M GONNA SIT FOR STPM!!DIELA!!HAVEN'T STUDY YET.Haih.it's scary..Anyway,the penang trip was fun..like in heaven.Nice food,nice shopping malls,nice salons..ahah..and not forgetting nice price too.Well,of course Gan's parent pay for the food,not me..i'll be broke by now if i eat there.I had my hair done..6 hours!!Can you imagine that!!But they are really nice people.They actually close at 7.30pm but because of ME,they worked until 9.30pm..i felt bad because gan and his mum are waiting for me..so paise u know.I made friends with the hair stylist.Her name is Piggy from Malacca.She just one year younger than me and already working since 15 years old.We talked about hair,guys,etc etc.Haha.We got so much things to talk about.And maybe that's why she do my hair till so late :X..

Good news for anyone who want to compete with me,i didn't study there.I tried too but the temptation to "stray" is so huge!!Gan's parent was really nice to me..damn nice.They took me to TGI Friday because i never went there before.And they took me to one Italian restaurant where i had the best spagetti in the world!Yum..yum!And thr best tiramisu cake which costs about rm13.80 i think..i don't really like it.too much cream..but it's gan's fav.and according to his parents,it's the most popular desert there.I brought a pair of shoes,handbag,some hair shampoo,some assesories..Aunt and i were sharing and talking away about what haircream's the best and i tried on her haircream while she tried on mine.Like best friends right?.I'm interested in one of her haircream and i'm now looking for it...Well,his mum is a very friendly person,very easy to communicate with,and she plays facebook's games too.She's a huge fans of Farmtown.Ahaha,you wouldn't believe that she had created 8 FARMS..plus many more.What can i say?I adore her.haha,it's not 'bodek' OK!So maybe that's why we just had a lot to talk about although our age gap is big.And we played CARROM last Friday..well,i'm the loser.=(

Enough for now..gotta keep studying.Got party to night.And the drunkers are coming.Watch out!

Today,i'm going to write about...

Hamomo..today she asked us who have blog .And i'm the only one who took up my hand..and very thankyou to my friends..they laughed which make her so suspicious about what i wrote in my blog..great..so great.Of course as expected,she asked me.What i want to tell her?And what pops out on my mind is feeling...And she make this assumption that i write about my boyfriend.Hellya,hope she won' t be able to find my blog.I felt guitly cause my perception on her had changed.Anyway,if she did find this blog,i would love to apologize here.But like you said in class,people write on what they think..so it's up to my reader to believe it or not.Thus,it's ain't my fault.