The process of making tangyuan!

The ingredients it needs!

My nice pinky dough!I made it myself!Impossible as it seems..hehehe

Oo NoOOoo,here comes the green monster

EWWwwwWwww.What had she done?

Yeah!!Me fixing it.Kinda cool huh?=P

Oh No,there she comes again.sCaryyY

Me camwhoring with the tanyuan.^^V

Well,that's my journey of making tangyuan.Kinda excited because i finally learn how to make it.It's cool and so easy.I love it!

-humming~-

......When everyone's "FINALLY" updating their blogs,me,in another hand,lazy to blog..Hm,i just got back from KL(few days ago).Went out shopping,playing and many more.Of course,i miss my friends in Taiping so much.But celaka they all,go mangrove swamp without telling me.Hmp,memang kecelakaan besar.Hahhaa.AND they posted those pictures in Facebook just to make me jealous.Nice try guys!But i gotta say nice pic too..i wish i was there too,playing,having fun with you all,and of course smelling like s*** with you all.It's gonna be loads of fun i bet.

By the way,Merry Christmas!

Brain or beauty?

Dear ____________(someone)

So,is it brain or beauty?What would you choose if you're given a chance to choose either one of it?I guessed most people would choose to be intelligent because beauty is not everything and it won't last anyway.But when you're not beautiful,you complained.Sounds familiar?Isn't it good to have both?Yea,i loved to have both too but God is fair.He made someone beautiful,someone clever,someone lucky and etc...But we are special in our own way.You're good in study and cute.I know you're unlucky in love which makes you lose your faith in men.You fall in love again and again to find out that all guys are the same.You hated them.And you hated the way you look,saying your fat,ugly,stupid and etc.But i believe you're not, okay.So i hope that you'll have more confident in yourself.Believe that you're smart,lovely and you're able to light up somebody's day(in the future)

To the guys who doesn't know how to appreciate my friend:It's your loss.

Can't wait!

..Can't wait for next week coz exam is finally over.How've i done?HM.bad i guess.i think that i can get one A only..but i'm keeping my finger cross and pray that everything will be okay..hope no failures this time.JUST DON"T LOSE FAITH AGNES!Few of my friends are updating their blogs.Not cool at all..loss a source of entertaiment.Jingie's laptop sent for repair..that's why she's been so obedient these days.Fuh..hahaha....that's all for now.Sien.nothing special also

So love this!

I need this BADLY!

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It's 0232 hours now.

It's me again.Right now,i studying my organic chemistry.Planning to finish all those topics today..and i still got 1 more book which is polymerisation to go.I'm so tired but i gotta work hard.Tomorrow i'll be studying all the inorganic chapters....Hopefully i'm not lazy.I had a bar of snickers right now to supply me some energy.I know i shouldn't eat chocholate at this late(ruining my diet)but it's so delicious.Yum and Yum!

What's love all about?

What's love all about?After going through all my friends' blog,it really makes me wonder why we love and why it hurts so much?And all the promises that we've made,is it just a word to make them happy or we really meant it?what about we saying forever and ever?Do we just forget about it after we've gone our seperate ways?If this is the way,i rather have you as a friend than have you as a stranger..Do love always end up like this?Once we're so close like anything couldn't apart us,then you're so far away and i just couldn't reach out to you.
After flash back to my past,i realised i was too a fool in love.I've got a great brother and a friend.Then now,we're just like strangers.Maybe you thought i've changed but hey,maybe you're the one who's changing all the while.You think i love the fact that we have come to an end..i don't.It hurts more to be the person who have dropped the bombshell.
Think about it my friends.Appreciate what's in front of you or you might lose it forever just like most of us did.If you ask why i would wanna write about this since i'm in a loving relationship.I would say now it's prefect and as time pass,maybe it just lose its flames too.Like most did..

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Countdown to STPM

It's 10th of Nov 2009,1758 hours..exactly 8 days,plus plus hours to STPM.I was cracking my brain,studying,revising all day long.It's kinda tiring..so i decided to play a lil while ..no harm of playing right..hehe.Anyway,i did my study checklist..



BIOLOGY -90%

Actually i've already finished.Just revise whole topic back for this two weeks.Hope i'll conquer the test paper-hopefully praying-^^V



CHEMISTRY-75%-85%

It's tough to determine how many percent i've finish.Scared forget this and that..but organic and inorganic i had already okok.Physical Chem is now my main problem.Still got Born-Haber Cycle and Phase Equilibria to go.Toughla that chapter!



GENERAL KNOWLEDGE-70%

Well,i didn't really study first cause i was thinking maybe i can study during the break..So,okayookayla.



MATH-50% O Less

OKOk..i had to admit..i sucks at maths..i was just hoping i can at least pass only...but i'm not giving up hope..doing math questions..hmm..maths 2 is really taking all my breathe..

That's all for my study list.Mz Kayau o all my friends..O.O goodLuck!!

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Huh..it's so hard to find the template for my blog..add gadgets because i don't really get the idea..haih..jingie ar jingie..why you didn't pick up your phone..this thing is really taking up my time..as you knowla..my time is precious..hahhaa..Well..tomorrow have to go to school again.Wonder i could wake up or not...i almost sleep like a pig today..luckily my mum woke me up..ahbo..byebye biology test..Huh,the test was so so so so so tough..and i'm so so so so sleepy...luckily i manage to finish it ..ehhehe..i can't wait for STPM to finish...and then..i'm officially an adult..

Things i wanted to do after STPM:
1.Go for a holiday by the beach(hope mum allow )
2.Learn some computer and cooking skills(and design my blog><)
3.Make a last gathering with my friends
4.Go to the pub
5.Earn some money cause i've got alot to buy,make up,clothes,etc..

Ohyea..did i tell you that i'll been harassed by a malay guy in the facebook just now?STUPID Malay guy..pervert!!!!!!!!!!HMP..hope you burn in neraka and ur penis get sliced piece by piece..hmp...!!Celaka besar..and his name is MOHAMMAD ISOFF(or something like that)Shit!!PUikPuikPUik!!

Some pictures~

Big Meal(TGI FRIDAY)

Like he's the boss(In Gan's dad office)

Best spagetti in the world!

Tiramisu Cake

Back From Penang.-since Tuesday-

I'm back to reality.A horrifying reality that i'm so afraid of.I'M GONNA SIT FOR STPM!!DIELA!!HAVEN'T STUDY YET.Haih.it's scary..Anyway,the penang trip was fun..like in heaven.Nice food,nice shopping malls,nice salons..ahah..and not forgetting nice price too.Well,of course Gan's parent pay for the food,not me..i'll be broke by now if i eat there.I had my hair done..6 hours!!Can you imagine that!!But they are really nice people.They actually close at 7.30pm but because of ME,they worked until 9.30pm..i felt bad because gan and his mum are waiting for me..so paise u know.I made friends with the hair stylist.Her name is Piggy from Malacca.She just one year younger than me and already working since 15 years old.We talked about hair,guys,etc etc.Haha.We got so much things to talk about.And maybe that's why she do my hair till so late :X..

Good news for anyone who want to compete with me,i didn't study there.I tried too but the temptation to "stray" is so huge!!Gan's parent was really nice to me..damn nice.They took me to TGI Friday because i never went there before.And they took me to one Italian restaurant where i had the best spagetti in the world!Yum..yum!And thr best tiramisu cake which costs about rm13.80 i think..i don't really like it.too much cream..but it's gan's fav.and according to his parents,it's the most popular desert there.I brought a pair of shoes,handbag,some hair shampoo,some assesories..Aunt and i were sharing and talking away about what haircream's the best and i tried on her haircream while she tried on mine.Like best friends right?.I'm interested in one of her haircream and i'm now looking for it...Well,his mum is a very friendly person,very easy to communicate with,and she plays facebook's games too.She's a huge fans of Farmtown.Ahaha,you wouldn't believe that she had created 8 FARMS..plus many more.What can i say?I adore her.haha,it's not 'bodek' OK!So maybe that's why we just had a lot to talk about although our age gap is big.And we played CARROM last Friday..well,i'm the loser.=(

Enough for now..gotta keep studying.Got party to night.And the drunkers are coming.Watch out!

Today,i'm going to write about...

Hamomo..today she asked us who have blog .And i'm the only one who took up my hand..and very thankyou to my friends..they laughed which make her so suspicious about what i wrote in my blog..great..so great.Of course as expected,she asked me.What i want to tell her?And what pops out on my mind is feeling...And she make this assumption that i write about my boyfriend.Hellya,hope she won' t be able to find my blog.I felt guitly cause my perception on her had changed.Anyway,if she did find this blog,i would love to apologize here.But like you said in class,people write on what they think..so it's up to my reader to believe it or not.Thus,it's ain't my fault.

Just another day~

Well,firstly,thanks to all my friends who have posted such a sweet comments for me..Oh Junlyn i missed you.How's you and Clement?Well,Serena Serena..i know you love me.No worries i'll do the best i can to 'kek' you more.Hahha.

Yesterday,it's the best day ever.Trials had just finished,went for Final Destination IV.Its so damn nice.You guys should go for it.If you're rich enough,go for 3D.The journey to Sentral started at 1445 hour when Jen' s mum fetched us to Singsing's house.Then we fetched another close friend,Sy huey from her house.The best part was Jen's so-called-boyfriend is joinning us.So notty little three of us try to make them sit together.Hahhhaa...and they did.But what happened between them after the light had gone,we really don't know.For more juicy details,please ask our lovely Jen for more information.The Hualian gang were also there including Serena,Peiloo,Pohjuan,Txin and some guys and girls i don't know.It's fun because the more the merrier.Although i don't really know some of them.They felt like a friend to me.Maybe because we're at the same age and they are my friend's friend.And finally,the best picture of yesterday was



Danng..DanG.daNg

Opps.Gan's having my card reader.Anway,go to www.jingruiblurz.blogspot.com to check it out.You wouldn't wana miss it!

One More Day

I really don't know what's wrong with me.Tense and scared.Am i Able to sit for the Trial exam.Am i ready.Tomorrow's the day.But whatever happen,just face it right.My Maths ..Gosh..so Bad..i guess i just wanna get credit for it only.no High hope for maths.after trial,i go set my hair,get a new hairdo..and study hard...Sounds weird right.I should fo it after the real major exam.But too bad,i don't have much patience in me..Hahha..Got so much thing i wanted to do after exam.Learn cooking(don't laugh)learn makeup skill,get money in easy way,go for a trip with my frens...AND play computer games whole day n night.Great!!HAhahaah.Anyway,you lose guys cause i still love and care for my laptop very much.hehehehe

Jr bday!!

Hmm.We celebrated Jr birthday this Monday but the actual date is 9th June.But we couldn't make it.Sorry JR,as you know we got tuition on Tuesday.Anyway,it started when i fetch her at 5.30pm at her house.Poor Jr,still wearing her pyjamas and the worst thing is(i don't know if i should say this)she hasn't bathe yet since come back from school.EWWwwwWWwwww,hahhhaa.So being a nice girl,i forced to stand for your smell,sweetie.haha.Then i got a message from Jennifer saying that she would be late as she's preparing to take Serena and book a room from KTV.So i had to lie to Jr that my mission is to bring her around Taiping Sentral and we have to walked until7 pm because "It's part of the plan".I don't think this so-called- plan works.My leg hurts.Duh,i don't know how many times we have going on a circle.About more than 10times maybe.Shit.So.. About 6.45pm i got a message from Jennifer saying that they are in room 8.So that's how we gave her a suprise.By blindfolding her to the room with my hand.And SuprISE!!!Followed by birthday song,cutting cake,taking pictures and then screamed our lungs out as we sang various of songs..But when you go to KTK,please DO NOT TAKE ROOM 8.The mic SUCKS like hell man.Then we race to Tops Bakery.Jennifer's car almost bang the divider.I'm not sure who's fault is that.But maybe it's Gan.HAhhaa..it's cool but she managed to cut through although Gan's speeding .Hahaha.Then i ate my favourite tomyam.Yummy!!!!

Anyway,Jane had come back from Texas.Hope she won't infect us with H1N1.I saw her yesterday with Mizen in Central and the gang.Shit again,they didn't invite me out.Haha,but tonight we are going to party all night!Looking to have a great night here.Chow!

Have you ever?

Have you ever think of going back to the past and change the path you took?Have you?Well,i do.If i go to college instead,would my life become better?Will i become a more sucessful person?Or will i just become someone who just go partying and clubbing all the times?I really don't know.I'm not even sure (still not)that Form6 is really the right way.I still can't figure out how to do certain math equations and some chemical reactions.Am i stupid?Or the teachers are the one to blame?I can't help but feeling so sick of going to school.I can't stand 'HAMOMO' who constantly lovessssss to boast herself,about how clever she is and how stupid we are.And the way she loves to deduct our marks just becoz we didn't pass up our works and to the students she hated.Well,i'm proud to say that i'm one of them.She thought that i don't know how she talked bad about me to other teachers and that i'm no good in PA. I used to get A for this subject but when she teach me..all went wrong.Is it because i'm ain't good or she ain't like me?One thing that i couldn't stand is she would give you low marks if you admit you go for Ridzuan tuition.Evidence?One of my classmates go for his tuition class but when that HAMOMO ask,all of us raised up our hand except her.From that day on, she got better marks than us.She even got 15 out of 15 for that stupid fucking folio which no one ever get this high before.Her essay which my classmate salin bulatbulat from her contoh jawapan also get high marks.Meanwhile,we who oso salin BULATBULAt get lower.Is this fair?She's just pain in the ass.

I know there's nothing much we could do.We complained to other teachers and they just said be patient.And all of this would end soon.I know the road ahead wouldn't be easy for us.So friends,let just stand with her for a few months more and we shall be free from this mental touture.I just hoped that i would start studying for my trial soon this holiday.But the weather is just so hot and i'm so frusfrated...

After this holiday,school would start as usual and end at 4pm.Are they crazy?Why they involved Upper
6 as well?Shouldn't we be focusing on our studies instead of doing whatver so-called-kertaskerja?What's that for anyway?How about our tuitions?Do they even consider this?But i'm looking forward to it.I wanted to see how would it be done?Maybe there'll be tutorial classes.I could finish my homeworks in school and spend less time sleeping and more time studying.Anyway,Agnes,you could do it.!!!!

WEeeeEeeee~eeEeee..i finally found my swimmingsuit that i longed for.Nope,i'm not going for a bikini(yet)I will when i'm really grown up.Come on,being 19 is not that old,still young little fresh chic..i keep reminding myself that.Haha..Well,i'm ready for some action which to is learn how to swim in the shortest time if it's possible.My swimming instructor..of course is my ahem my future husband.Pray that he won't make me drown will cha?I'm so excited~!!!!~Fuh.hahahahhaaXD.

We just went to Penang yesterday.Went to his mum's apartment and i saw one big lovely swimming pool which makes me wana get wet.Nah,only swimming suit is allowed.Damn.That's why i'm hunting for a swimming suit now.We went to Sake Sushi.i Order my fav food and i'm so fulled and Gan was like try this and that.Fuh~i'm getting fatter and fatter .And my friends said wana go to Bukit Merah this week..still no news yet.I think they 'ffk' ady la.All tuitions tuitions same as notime notime notime.I also been very good (i think)because i stayed at home and study.Mumy's been nagging me for months.I know STPM is around the corner..But my laziness is just getting over me.im sorry mum,i couldn't help it either~

'I AM'

I am:yet what i am none cares or knows,
My friends forsake me like a lost of memory,
I am a self consumer of my woes,
They rise and vanish in oblivious tost.

Into nothingness of scorn and noise,
Into living sea of waking dreams,
Where there if neither sense of life nor joys,
But the vast shipwreck of my life's esteems,
And e'en the dearest-that i loved the best-
Are strange-nay rather stranger than the rest.

I long for scenes whre man has never trod,
A place where woman never smiled or wept,
There to abide with my Creator,God,
And sleep as i in childhood sweetly slept,
Untroubling and untroubled where i lie,
The grass below-above the vaulted sky-

Cleopatra and Julius Caesar

Now,i only know that Julius Caesar,the world most famous dictator was Cleopatra's lover.Cleopatra was Greek and Macedonian decent.She became a ruler of Egypt at the age of 18 along with her younger brother who was also her husband.Marriage between royal siblings was a common thing at that time.Cleopatra wanted to get Egypt back like it was before fourteen hundred years ago.However,Ptolemy's three advisors do not like the sound of it,but they also fear her ambition to rule alone.This force them to devise a plan to drive the young queen off her throne and out of Egypt.Cleopatra was determined to get her throne back and at the same time Julias Casaer who was running away from his enemy,reached Egpyt.

So when Cleopatra rolled out from the carpet that night,it began one of the history's greatest love story(which i didn't really agreed..)Cleopatra was 22 at that time while Julius Caesar was 44.At that night,Julius Caesar stayed with her.Some said that Julius stayed with her because of her high position at Egypt and he wanted to gain something from the relationship.

Blahblahblah..in the end,he died she ran away.
I don't know why i find something like this in the Net.Maybe i'm interested with it.Maybe i'm just so-having-nothing to do.

The 'Silai' moments

I never imagined that i would do something like 'silai' do.It's the first time ever i went to Tesco and go snatch some good-looking arrowheads.There were so many 'silai' around. I was wondering would they looked down on me as i was still young and don't know how to choose the good ones.Then i would wonders, what if someone who knows me saw me in this sooOoo 'silai' condition?Omg..i can't believe im doing this..Hahaa.Anyway,it's fun and i learnt how to choose the right ones by looking and learning from them.But still,how can i be that 'silai'?