WEeeeEeeee~eeEeee..i finally found my swimmingsuit that i longed for.Nope,i'm not going for a bikini(yet)I will when i'm really grown up.Come on,being 19 is not that old,still young little fresh chic..i keep reminding myself that.Haha..Well,i'm ready for some action which to is learn how to swim in the shortest time if it's possible.My swimming instructor..of course is my ahem my future husband.Pray that he won't make me drown will cha?I'm so excited~!!!!~Fuh.hahahahhaaXD.

We just went to Penang yesterday.Went to his mum's apartment and i saw one big lovely swimming pool which makes me wana get wet.Nah,only swimming suit is allowed.Damn.That's why i'm hunting for a swimming suit now.We went to Sake Sushi.i Order my fav food and i'm so fulled and Gan was like try this and that.Fuh~i'm getting fatter and fatter .And my friends said wana go to Bukit Merah this week..still no news yet.I think they 'ffk' ady la.All tuitions tuitions same as notime notime notime.I also been very good (i think)because i stayed at home and study.Mumy's been nagging me for months.I know STPM is around the corner..But my laziness is just getting over me.im sorry mum,i couldn't help it either~

'I AM'

I am:yet what i am none cares or knows,
My friends forsake me like a lost of memory,
I am a self consumer of my woes,
They rise and vanish in oblivious tost.

Into nothingness of scorn and noise,
Into living sea of waking dreams,
Where there if neither sense of life nor joys,
But the vast shipwreck of my life's esteems,
And e'en the dearest-that i loved the best-
Are strange-nay rather stranger than the rest.

I long for scenes whre man has never trod,
A place where woman never smiled or wept,
There to abide with my Creator,God,
And sleep as i in childhood sweetly slept,
Untroubling and untroubled where i lie,
The grass below-above the vaulted sky-

Cleopatra and Julius Caesar

Now,i only know that Julius Caesar,the world most famous dictator was Cleopatra's lover.Cleopatra was Greek and Macedonian decent.She became a ruler of Egypt at the age of 18 along with her younger brother who was also her husband.Marriage between royal siblings was a common thing at that time.Cleopatra wanted to get Egypt back like it was before fourteen hundred years ago.However,Ptolemy's three advisors do not like the sound of it,but they also fear her ambition to rule alone.This force them to devise a plan to drive the young queen off her throne and out of Egypt.Cleopatra was determined to get her throne back and at the same time Julias Casaer who was running away from his enemy,reached Egpyt.

So when Cleopatra rolled out from the carpet that night,it began one of the history's greatest love story(which i didn't really agreed..)Cleopatra was 22 at that time while Julius Caesar was 44.At that night,Julius Caesar stayed with her.Some said that Julius stayed with her because of her high position at Egypt and he wanted to gain something from the relationship.

Blahblahblah..in the end,he died she ran away.
I don't know why i find something like this in the Net.Maybe i'm interested with it.Maybe i'm just so-having-nothing to do.