One More Day

I really don't know what's wrong with me.Tense and scared.Am i Able to sit for the Trial exam.Am i ready.Tomorrow's the day.But whatever happen,just face it right.My Maths ..Gosh..so Bad..i guess i just wanna get credit for it only.no High hope for maths.after trial,i go set my hair,get a new hairdo..and study hard...Sounds weird right.I should fo it after the real major exam.But too bad,i don't have much patience in me..Hahha..Got so much thing i wanted to do after exam.Learn cooking(don't laugh)learn makeup skill,get money in easy way,go for a trip with my frens...AND play computer games whole day n night.Great!!HAhahaah.Anyway,you lose guys cause i still love and care for my laptop very much.hehehehe

Jr bday!!

Hmm.We celebrated Jr birthday this Monday but the actual date is 9th June.But we couldn't make it.Sorry JR,as you know we got tuition on Tuesday.Anyway,it started when i fetch her at 5.30pm at her house.Poor Jr,still wearing her pyjamas and the worst thing is(i don't know if i should say this)she hasn't bathe yet since come back from school.EWWwwwWWwwww,hahhhaa.So being a nice girl,i forced to stand for your smell,sweetie.haha.Then i got a message from Jennifer saying that she would be late as she's preparing to take Serena and book a room from KTV.So i had to lie to Jr that my mission is to bring her around Taiping Sentral and we have to walked until7 pm because "It's part of the plan".I don't think this so-called- plan works.My leg hurts.Duh,i don't know how many times we have going on a circle.About more than 10times maybe.Shit.So.. About 6.45pm i got a message from Jennifer saying that they are in room 8.So that's how we gave her a suprise.By blindfolding her to the room with my hand.And SuprISE!!!Followed by birthday song,cutting cake,taking pictures and then screamed our lungs out as we sang various of songs..But when you go to KTK,please DO NOT TAKE ROOM 8.The mic SUCKS like hell man.Then we race to Tops Bakery.Jennifer's car almost bang the divider.I'm not sure who's fault is that.But maybe it's Gan.HAhhaa..it's cool but she managed to cut through although Gan's speeding .Hahaha.Then i ate my favourite tomyam.Yummy!!!!

Anyway,Jane had come back from Texas.Hope she won't infect us with H1N1.I saw her yesterday with Mizen in Central and the gang.Shit again,they didn't invite me out.Haha,but tonight we are going to party all night!Looking to have a great night here.Chow!

Have you ever?

Have you ever think of going back to the past and change the path you took?Have you?Well,i do.If i go to college instead,would my life become better?Will i become a more sucessful person?Or will i just become someone who just go partying and clubbing all the times?I really don't know.I'm not even sure (still not)that Form6 is really the right way.I still can't figure out how to do certain math equations and some chemical reactions.Am i stupid?Or the teachers are the one to blame?I can't help but feeling so sick of going to school.I can't stand 'HAMOMO' who constantly lovessssss to boast herself,about how clever she is and how stupid we are.And the way she loves to deduct our marks just becoz we didn't pass up our works and to the students she hated.Well,i'm proud to say that i'm one of them.She thought that i don't know how she talked bad about me to other teachers and that i'm no good in PA. I used to get A for this subject but when she teach me..all went wrong.Is it because i'm ain't good or she ain't like me?One thing that i couldn't stand is she would give you low marks if you admit you go for Ridzuan tuition.Evidence?One of my classmates go for his tuition class but when that HAMOMO ask,all of us raised up our hand except her.From that day on, she got better marks than us.She even got 15 out of 15 for that stupid fucking folio which no one ever get this high before.Her essay which my classmate salin bulatbulat from her contoh jawapan also get high marks.Meanwhile,we who oso salin BULATBULAt get lower.Is this fair?She's just pain in the ass.

I know there's nothing much we could do.We complained to other teachers and they just said be patient.And all of this would end soon.I know the road ahead wouldn't be easy for us.So friends,let just stand with her for a few months more and we shall be free from this mental touture.I just hoped that i would start studying for my trial soon this holiday.But the weather is just so hot and i'm so frusfrated...

After this holiday,school would start as usual and end at 4pm.Are they crazy?Why they involved Upper
6 as well?Shouldn't we be focusing on our studies instead of doing whatver so-called-kertaskerja?What's that for anyway?How about our tuitions?Do they even consider this?But i'm looking forward to it.I wanted to see how would it be done?Maybe there'll be tutorial classes.I could finish my homeworks in school and spend less time sleeping and more time studying.Anyway,Agnes,you could do it.!!!!

WEeeeEeeee~eeEeee..i finally found my swimmingsuit that i longed for.Nope,i'm not going for a bikini(yet)I will when i'm really grown up.Come on,being 19 is not that old,still young little fresh chic..i keep reminding myself that.Haha..Well,i'm ready for some action which to is learn how to swim in the shortest time if it's possible.My swimming instructor..of course is my ahem my future husband.Pray that he won't make me drown will cha?I'm so excited~!!!!~Fuh.hahahahhaaXD.

We just went to Penang yesterday.Went to his mum's apartment and i saw one big lovely swimming pool which makes me wana get wet.Nah,only swimming suit is allowed.Damn.That's why i'm hunting for a swimming suit now.We went to Sake Sushi.i Order my fav food and i'm so fulled and Gan was like try this and that.Fuh~i'm getting fatter and fatter .And my friends said wana go to Bukit Merah this week..still no news yet.I think they 'ffk' ady la.All tuitions tuitions same as notime notime notime.I also been very good (i think)because i stayed at home and study.Mumy's been nagging me for months.I know STPM is around the corner..But my laziness is just getting over me.im sorry mum,i couldn't help it either~

'I AM'

I am:yet what i am none cares or knows,
My friends forsake me like a lost of memory,
I am a self consumer of my woes,
They rise and vanish in oblivious tost.

Into nothingness of scorn and noise,
Into living sea of waking dreams,
Where there if neither sense of life nor joys,
But the vast shipwreck of my life's esteems,
And e'en the dearest-that i loved the best-
Are strange-nay rather stranger than the rest.

I long for scenes whre man has never trod,
A place where woman never smiled or wept,
There to abide with my Creator,God,
And sleep as i in childhood sweetly slept,
Untroubling and untroubled where i lie,
The grass below-above the vaulted sky-

Cleopatra and Julius Caesar

Now,i only know that Julius Caesar,the world most famous dictator was Cleopatra's lover.Cleopatra was Greek and Macedonian decent.She became a ruler of Egypt at the age of 18 along with her younger brother who was also her husband.Marriage between royal siblings was a common thing at that time.Cleopatra wanted to get Egypt back like it was before fourteen hundred years ago.However,Ptolemy's three advisors do not like the sound of it,but they also fear her ambition to rule alone.This force them to devise a plan to drive the young queen off her throne and out of Egypt.Cleopatra was determined to get her throne back and at the same time Julias Casaer who was running away from his enemy,reached Egpyt.

So when Cleopatra rolled out from the carpet that night,it began one of the history's greatest love story(which i didn't really agreed..)Cleopatra was 22 at that time while Julius Caesar was 44.At that night,Julius Caesar stayed with her.Some said that Julius stayed with her because of her high position at Egypt and he wanted to gain something from the relationship.

Blahblahblah..in the end,he died she ran away.
I don't know why i find something like this in the Net.Maybe i'm interested with it.Maybe i'm just so-having-nothing to do.

The 'Silai' moments

I never imagined that i would do something like 'silai' do.It's the first time ever i went to Tesco and go snatch some good-looking arrowheads.There were so many 'silai' around. I was wondering would they looked down on me as i was still young and don't know how to choose the good ones.Then i would wonders, what if someone who knows me saw me in this sooOoo 'silai' condition?Omg..i can't believe im doing this..Hahaa.Anyway,it's fun and i learnt how to choose the right ones by looking and learning from them.But still,how can i be that 'silai'?