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Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Fifteen

 Do you remember when you're fifteen?
Fifteen,the age of know-nothing-ness,no worry-ness,no headache-ness.
Fifteen is the age where we explore what's the meaning of love and friendship.
I do remember my fifteen,a time long ago where we usually crazy over boy/girl band,a time where we bitched about other people's boyfriend/girlfriend which is so none-of-our-business,bitched about who had lost their virginity(i'm not telling =) )and a time where i thought he was The One.
Loads of memories when i was fifteen,sweet and bitter bits of it meant alot to me.
Friends who are close to me then are now far away..
As i recall this part of memories,
I felt sad..cause we all fell apart.
Nothing i can do about it except to wish all the best to you guys..

Fifteen
You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It's the morning of your very first day
And you say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody's way

It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
"You know, I haven't seen you around before"
'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them

And when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool
We'll be outta here as soon as we can
And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car
And you're feeling like flying
And you're momma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one
And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends
When the night ends

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin 'round
But in your life you'll do things greater than
Dating the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now
Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors

Miracle or Disaster?

 It's coming.The day is nearer,i just could felt it.Time to stop all my nonsense and to decide,which path am i heading?I hate to decide AGAIN.Huh,scared to make the wrong decision again..Anyway,i just hope for the best.No use of regretting because it's already over.New beginning is about to begin and my birthday is just few days away.I'm going to hit twenty with a blast hopefully.Time flies..it does.I remembered hoping to grow up faster when i was young and now,i wish to go back time.To tell myself what i've know now.To tell myself that once you've decided,there's no turning back..Over the years,have i grown wiser,more mature,a more responsible person?Maybe i do,i do not take things for granted anymore.And i do not act based on how i felt anymore.But i'm still a little crazy or silly..Sweety will agree on this.Haha.just now he asked me am i writting my cock story again and i said yea.So,let's talk about his cock next time.=D