Miracle or Disaster?

 It's coming.The day is nearer,i just could felt it.Time to stop all my nonsense and to decide,which path am i heading?I hate to decide AGAIN.Huh,scared to make the wrong decision again..Anyway,i just hope for the best.No use of regretting because it's already over.New beginning is about to begin and my birthday is just few days away.I'm going to hit twenty with a blast hopefully.Time flies..it does.I remembered hoping to grow up faster when i was young and now,i wish to go back time.To tell myself what i've know now.To tell myself that once you've decided,there's no turning back..Over the years,have i grown wiser,more mature,a more responsible person?Maybe i do,i do not take things for granted anymore.And i do not act based on how i felt anymore.But i'm still a little crazy or silly..Sweety will agree on this.Haha.just now he asked me am i writting my cock story again and i said yea.So,let's talk about his cock next time.=D